ive decided to vent tonight.
only cos i need some sort of release.

if your reading this dont sympathise for me, dont talk to me abt it, just
at most feel sorry for me n drop it =]
cos i kno u care, i dont need reminders.
im sry if that sounds bad, but hey wat can i say i dont like that feeling of others having to care for matters that are quite in fact silly.
this may hurt [ as in the stuff that about to right] its bruised me quite well.




WAT THE FUCK?!
IM SICK OF IT.
so yeah my mum is at it again.
she has incapability for feeling sorrow towards this mess that i call my life.
wanna kno the details?


well so i landed my job. good mum thinks i'll have some security right?
nope. still a hobo.
thats just the nice way i've put it.
anyways so i lent her my camera [not really lent, she just kinda took it off me awhile ago n said she needed it for work, but when i asked for it back i was rejected n given a big fat "FUCK OFF U LITTLE INGRATEFUL PRICK"  n thats the nice way she put it....
something that not only did i mostly paid for by myself, she says no.
oh ok.... that ok. i'll ask wen she's in a better mood...
yeah right?....... so anyways day b4 mother's day.... i thought since dad is pushing to be so nice towards mum... lets get her a present, i got her a nice jacket... may not be expensive since i dont have that sorta cash to support myself.....but yeah.... seems to enjoy it. she deserts the family ON mother's day to go china for some contiki tour in shanghai..... n not only takes my camera there but BREAKS MY GOOD LENSE AND MY CAMERA.......yep.....
@#$%^&*(*&^%$%^&$#@$%^&^%$#$%&*&@%&^$*%^#*@(&%#^@%#*@%$

wait thats not the worse bit....

i get to the conclusion.... ok.....
thats changebale, get a new lense, repair the camera.....
thats ok... set me back just a bit...

SHE LEAVES IT IN FUCKIN CHINA...
YEAH NOT SO REVERSABLE NOW HUH...........

so instead of setting me back mayb at most $700 or sooo......
it'll cost me a ticket to china there AND back... plus repairs..... just to get the camera...
sooooo heres the great bit. SHE ISNT PAYING FOR SHIT!!!!!
WAT THE FUCK........INSTEAD SHE SAYS YOU NEED TO PAY FOR YOUR OWN THINGS....
FUCK YOU.... SRSLY I KNO YOUR MY MUM BUT I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND YOUR STUPIDITY SOMETIMES!!!!!

ahhh but she steps it up AGAIN.
she buys a better camera..... n shoves it in my face n says U AINT LAYING A FINGER ON IT!!!!
 SO HERES THE WRAP UP.
 1.TAKES MY CAMERA
 2.DOESN'T RETURN MY CAMERA
 3.BREAKS MY CAMERA
 4.NO CAMERA FOR KENNY.

sooooo sick of that part ohhhhhh it gets more stupid...
so tonight after a crap day at work.
i ask mum a quick question about getting a haircut with my stylist [since he moved to a different store n i didnt kno] n she says
"no im not telling you, even if you go get a haircut.. u'll still look like a homeless man...
no one ikes your hair, no one likes you, even your so called friends.
thats the most polite version.....

so my life? not so great wen im with my mum.








so for the next move.
soooooooo kenny is someone is one layered.
i dont start very good convos.
i cant keep one for long enuf.
but it seems it gets me buy.
until ppl get sick of me.
so wat do i do?
i move on?
im sick of moving on.
why dont ppl move for me?
why? cos im unimportant to them.
except the tiny select few who i couldnt live without.
yeah that should be enuf right?
but sometimes its hard to fight me into the busy schedules
oh wells.
kenny is
ALONE.

im sick of it.
i think im just gonna hide...
you kno i miss alot of ppl.
i wonder if they miss me....

i miss rose.
i miss otter.
i miss owen
i miss ben
i miss cameron
i miss tanny
i miss todd
i miss sherleen
i miss carly
i miss britto
i miss inna
i miss justin
i miss my usuals......
i miss chloe
i miss julina
i miss ina
i miss tiff
i miss alice
i miss josh
i miss EVERYONE............ if i didnt write your name its cos i cant be fucked..... its not cos u dont matter to me.... just my minds quite melted right now........







FUCK ME.