SO ITS BEEN AWHILE......
yeah quite a while...
so i wouldnt be surprised if no1 reads this hole anymore but i suppose thats something i'll enjoy =]
ANYWAYS
my lil rant starts here again.....

So im caught in the middle again, this time its not exactly territory that i've been at for awhile or often....
SO what am i talking about?
well its about faith this time.
SO since i was born into Buddhist family..... it quite hard to ignore.. lets say tradition.
My grandma, the one person i love the most in this world, is probs the biggest buddhist ive witness in my life... well in my physical sight and perimeter.
So sometimes its kinda confusing finding that right faith....
And only recently have i stepped into what i would call my christian caling.
I mean there is nothing different the communities that i have been in, only besides the obvious belief system...
BUT yet... i feel as if deeply, my roots belong to probably the oldest surviving religions in this world... i feel i belong to this religion, but yet i know that my faith belongs to christ....
so how do i turn someone i love so much into the faith i believe in and save her?
i dont kno how... i dont kno if i should...
my grandma =(