what makes you lose sleep at night?
me?
wat can i say besides i lucky enuf to even sleep.
sometimes things get me thinking, n sometimes its like i go through this stage of connections of points as i like to call it, as i think one thing that links to another that links to another.....
n sometimes u can only connect so much that eventually comes back to the first point you were thinkin about.... but the thing is that sometimes im so sick of thinking about the same things resulting in me thinking the same things, that when a new thought of connection comes in it already has a negative portrayal, because it can be associated about my previous thoughts.
YES, i get im just went through a loop with you there.
u get my jist.
END OF THE DAY..... I MISS THOSE PPL I CAN REGULARLY DEPEND ON.
not cos they dont care for me any more but they just seem to be somewhere else wen i need them to be there.
so what happened?
well u c..... work was crap. got nothing done...
did literally 6 things today out of mayb 49 on a regular day....
no jokes.
worse? the one person who i truly depend upon to fulfil my happiness shoves me in the face...
why? cos well we have nothing to talk about...
yeah nothing... quite broad huh? n as i asked really? nothing?
replies n says.
yeah......
wow she really cares. =( maybe im just too much of a distraction to her own world that my existence in hers in just a bothersome thing....
ah wells its like, end of the night...
im alone, only with my best friend cheering me up as always.
ily.
peace.
cos thats the thing i'll never have.
