I hate how sometimes, when your on a high, that, something, that you may have never encountered or encountered several times before, becomes an obstacle, that sometimes, and i mean sometimes requires you, to let go of something within yourself to keep moving on until you have nothing left.
Jambaroo is tomorrow. n im up at wat seems to be a sensible time n writing this afta one of the most 'graciuos' talks with the one known as my mother or aka, motherFATHER!
ahhhhh wat i did was quite reasonable this time. i wasnt gonna let her try n burst my bubble once more.... so i took some advice from a mentor, n this time ill do wat she says n see where this leads...
but this means i have let go of my new play toy.... my mac....
yep.... n this means it's probs gonna get destroyed by my lil bro, aka, the electronic defuser.
he has a nak of pretty much destroying anything that can be plugged into a socket, 2 computers, alrdy, on the way to his 3rd, a ps2, n guitar hero world tour..... n how does he do it...
it seems the magical recipe for destruction is just wearing boxers all day.
ahhhh i dont wanna c my mac be destroyed.... especially with all my music on it.....
ahhh well guess what lads.
LIFE FUCKING SUCKS.
friends of mine are now sooo low that really no1 wanna hang with me...... like without having to do something...
ooo well
lets get on the ride n see where we go.
catchas on the flip side.