i mean yeh occasionally, i can get a foothold onto reality but in the end i always trip n try, try,try,try,try,try,try,try,try get back up but, sometimes that push isnt there wen u need it to be, other times wen u dont seem need it is there.

another scar upon my heart, means another relationship ova, but doesnt mean anything if we cant be friends rite? she is treating better than i deserve.

but as one hole closes, another one opens this time for some1 i really dont deserve.

even thought this is the big problem, it isnt the one thats bothering me the most.

i thought that rose, would be cool with the fact that id slipped away from suiju. but she thinks she has the authority is tear me down, cos she cant take the fact, that something she encouraged n something that she "built up" was destroyed n somehow now im getting all these attacks, it hurts it does, but somehow i cant tell any1.

FUCK HER.