human nature is weird in its forms.
is it human nature to hurt ones that close to you?
is it human nature to hurt ones that are like you?
is it human nature to hurt ones that you rely on?
if so does it make them feel better?
i mean so many things happen because our human feelings are deceived by wat we think are "right" and wat we think is just by us.
i guess its these ordeals where u see the uglier and sometimes more truthful sides of ppl.

i mean its easier to hide and not express. its easier to be a person who ur friends want, but harder to be the real person you are.
i wish i could put this into a more sophisticaed term. but its is human nature to be BITCHES!

we hurt because we feel insecure about ourselves n in turn try to boost ourselves up?
is that why? my question is WHY HURT?

today has been a massive ordeal.
year 12 isnt supposed to be this nasty. every1 is hating, every1 is doing the wrong by their "friends". its harder to see wat is good about school wen so many things happen to you.
ONE PERSON WHO ID NEVA EVER SEEN CRY EVER, WAS POURING HER EYES OUT! so innocent, convicted of betrayal?
poor penguin. its not right, is it her fault that shes friends with both sides? is it really fair if u use her and she lets u, JUST SO SHE CAN MAKE U HAPPY?
i mean shes friendly, the most NICEST PERSON EVER! n u go off at her?
if u wanted to express yourself, fine, but if u dont want it to reach others than dont scream it in front of others... especially if its gonna hurt some1, n ur fds are the in between....
i dont think she hasnt told u wat others say about you rite?
then y be like this? how does it benefit u?
do you think your perfect?
i hope ur happy amy.

secondly. i found this out recently i think otter is my best friend. really. i mean shes always stickin up for me. knows me like no other does. doesnt care about my faults or how much i anger her. n really i find that FUCKING AWESOME!
but yeh i feel bad for otter. she stood up for me. n she gets coped by another hater.
i mean yeh maybe u dont want wat a girl wants, but doesnt mean you should stop something fun and beautiful ppl. poor otter. being attacked by baldasaur. im here to back u.
but in this wise words of falcon, "why cant we be friends?"

by the way OTTER UR THE BETTER MAN! for gettin ova it.
at least u got nuts =]

lastly,
im sorry siuju i did wrong by u.
G.I.Joe said an affair starts from the intentional thoughts, n so ive done wrong by u.
im sorry.


human nature is a weird concept to understand. My theories on life are constantly undermined, partially cos i dont think ill ever understand the full image behind it. i can say with confidence is that i dont think i can handle the truth behind our own nature, n whether its important to my understanding of my own position among these people is still the question that i may not find out. do i have these traits? n wat abt the ppl the who dont exhibit these behaviours? does that mean human behaviour is non defined? questions. i must solve.