I haven't been so upset in awhile.
my ducts are about to burst, into drops of salty liquid.
But like srsly how can so many things go wrong in 1 day?
THE FUCK?!

i havent blogged so much in 1 nite...
or day or watever.
but like

Firstly the whole carl thing, n now my own mother.
i believe that i have a massive sign on my head saying
"this kid is a FUCKING DOUCHE!"

i cant explain y things like this happen to me, but really y the fuck am ithe one who is always been hated on?
did i do something to offend every fucking person on this dam world?

i thought i wouldnt let this get to me but
now its hurrts bad!
the fuck she think she is? BOTH OF THEM?
its bad enuf i have 1 of them but both?
so good for be there wen im down, so good for empty promises.
but its ok if u need me to support u down? cos u kno im not gonna let anything happen.
FUCK U!
SRSLY! i dont mind being used, but to be trampled and shoved into the depths.
srsly.
SRSLY!!!!!!!


FML!!!!!!

then wen i saw juju, its like im not even existant to her life.
we see each otha mayb once, if lucky twice a week. n she wants to do is apply herself in rumination? n just think past abt her own paramore?
n only wen i give an invitation, will she respond, half the time.
i suppose me myself am INVISIBLE!

N FINALLY my own progenitor, srsly.
the pundit, she has to even create this artificial love she propose that she cares?
FUCK OFF! srsly, to care for me only now, n give half a rats ass abt me b4 dat.?
the hell u think u r?

this is my rant
n i dont give a shit anymore.
cos im will be the better person
fml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!