I've been thinking since saturday..
I'm a man defined by my moments. No matter where, but depending this moment can change my course like train tracks that divide my network.

Ever feel something is so natural? It just feels rite?
my trip down this track, really settle my heart finally. Momo. this name will ring like a serenade of an angel until i see her later this week! ever yern? for her? thats my lyf 24/7.

Friday. Saturday. Sunday.
my weekend. Was Fantastic.

Except. the break that can't be moved.
i realised that im neva gonna be ova wat she did.

i saw JIK on friday. Hot as always. i would dare say smokin but truth is...
im falling to pieces. Wat am i suppose to do? when u kno that she is ok? abt the fact she wont ever tell me y?
my curiosity srsly is abt to kill another cat.


Yummy sent me another letter on saturday! im not over her.
i dont think ill ever be but i think this an obstacle that i must cross! but the question is.........
how long will that take?
She is doing well. More better than ive ever heard.
BF2. he is doing her good.
JEALOUSY i think....
FUCK ME!!!

i get the lyrics to the script too well....

"What am i supposed to do when the best part of me, was always you.
What am i suppoe to say when, I'm all choked up that your ok.
I'm falling to pieces"

i wanna say that i guess u aint the best part, but an important part.
but my best part will be u. whoever u is im not sure yet.
but who knows.

i wanna say this. I've changed but its too late.
hey wats DAT!