it's been awhile since i've had something worth while to dot down... but
lately i know a friend who's been hurting..
Although i don't know her all that well, shes a person who is may be soon pretty important in my life.
Although this my message of hope and enlightenment... i feel sorrowed to hear this news, but heres my lil two cents on the situation.... i hope if u do happen to read this, i don't mean any offence, im not telling you anything to do, but this way of showing u what i think.
So this special person, is Rose's twin sister, Violet. =(
It's quite interesting to think about what drives us to take part in these relationships that may have an expiration date, but even though we don't know if there is one or if we do, when that date is, we still take the plunge into the "shallows" of what really is a deep and dark pool.
We willing participate in the relationships to grab this chance of happiness and completion in our lives, but most of the time this is temporary.
With that said, I'm quite familiar with the hurts of being out of this "routine" of the relationship past, so i really understand the emotions that run through ur head, at a time like this.
Although i don't understand you situation completely... If this is for real, then i'm really filled with sadness and empathy for you, but I don't think you need to feel this anguish anymore.
The question comes up often, "how am i gonna survive this?" well quite simply i'm gonna say its ok.. i kno right now it seems like a bomb has just been dropped on your chest, making feel as if its hard to breathe and feel this pain right in your heart, i know it feels like a heavy cloak on ur back and it feels like its hard to throw it off. But you know that your loved by so many of your friends, including myself. Often people will tell you not to hold on to memories that make you sad... But there is a tragic flaw in that. Re-adjust your focus, this may sound extremely ridiculous when i say, that you should think about the tragedy in your relationship, the bad times, Because when you realise the real reason why together you weren't meant to be together, you'll feel as much better and realise it wasn't any accident. Heartbreak hurts, but when you fully recover you learn to realise the good times in your past relationships are the foundations of what love my be like. It's hard to hold onto those memories which may make you sad including those which depict many moments that impacted a lot on your relationship, but don't be dishearten, it's when you can cope and feel good about the good times you had together is when, you know that you are completely fine.
Your in my prayers, n probably in the prays of many of your friends.
I know that you're doing just fine, but when you lose sight and fall into the darkness you have to remember that, its only in the dark can we see stars.
good work with the cover, i can feel your anguish and hope ur ok.
dont hate me for posting it up =]
