i not sure what to say tonite....
ive been feeling sorta wierd mayb its the lasck of sleep
or the fact that i hav a math's assesment tomorow that im still really unprepared for.
its been a wierd week for me. n yesterday nite was really wierd.
n by the looks of it, it will get much worse.
i saw jik today..... she looked pretty as always, wif a friend this time, not her new bf....
but somehow it still hurts to know wat could of been.....
but i suppose this is sumfing i have to let go rite? i mean i have the friendship and thats wat really counts rite?
but y do i still yern for her? or is it some1 else?
my mind is in soooo much pain, but mostly cos of the maths study overload.....
i read sumfing tonite abt how we shld be able to let go.... even it mayb bad or good
but i figured for myself that i dont think ill ever be able to let go. EVER.
i feel as if im being torn.... piece by piece, each piece a memory, being torn apart, just to be put bak together....it hurts but in the end it's funny to see things the way they r now.
am i naive?
i miss luna......
she hasnt graced me tonite nor nite passed.
i wish i could be her diety of nite. but i guess she just doesnt wanna hear from me.
its been wierd today, im yernin for every single one i saw today. Pocket, Carl, Redi, Midori, Jik. and now even Luna, MooMoo. Every single one of them....
FML!
tomorow is the maths assesment.
some one shoot me! so it goes
BOOM BOOM POW!
