its now day 16 of sleepless nights.
i dont think its healthy for me to be like this,
but my health is definitely getting worse.
I cant even go a day without of coughing.
and relying heck of a lot more on my puffer,
i dont think i can handle all this.
someone please come n pick me up and pack me away in my dreams i so sorely miss.
i want to say that i cant even do what i want with my own unconsciousness.
if lord your listening to this prayer,
i pray to you firstly not for myself but for Rose,
that i pray that you show her peace in mind especially for the upcoming HSC which starts in a day from now. I pray that you keep her comfort and help her through it.
On that note i pray Lord, please also place ur hand not on but with those who need a hand to hold during this time of all the HSC students. A lot of them are stressing and need that lil reassurance that you have that plan for them,
i pray they can find shelter in this love that is advertise but those of your people.
I pray for my brother Chun, that you help him through his difficulties and take him into your arms again.
and lastly for those dearest to me you keep them in good spirits.
I hope Jesus, you be with them.
I'm sorry God, but you haven't got me to be with you right now.
I just need to find my place again.
What ever your doing, whether i like it or not.
I can't feel this love you have any more.
So if u r there,
show me.
